一段爱从不明白，到明白，我的眼泪才慢慢流出来。

on dat yr , i let go of the girl dat i loved.. 2 yrs later, i did the same thing, i tot i'm brave enough to let her go coz she's with another guy but den realise dat it cant be done.. and now i wont let u go..
i saw a girl on my class, she look so much like u.. suddenly the memories just come back..

i hate myself for not cherishing u.. i'm sorry..

If you kept your emotions in a bank, you might be feeling just a touch overdrawn right now. Remember that while it's always nice to feel nostalgia, you're really not helping yourself by staying stuck in the past. In fact, you may be missing out on a wonderful opportunity by not being fully present. Not only is the present moment pretty awesome, but your future could be bright indeed -- if you can escape your memories.

omg, i was reading this and realise damn true but i think i'll nvr escape my memories..i'll always be stuck in the past coz there's no reason for me to look forward coz everything i wan i once had..=(

omg, i jus finish watching spain vs swiss, swiss won 1-0..hahah, shocking sia..AND AND, i last min decided not to bet..haahhah, omg, i damn smart la c

i rmb dat time i went to buy ur present..it took me so long to choose, but when i see in ur eyes knowing dat u'll like the present, everything is WORTH IT.. now den i realise , when it comes to u.. ican do anything jus for u.. =))

went out wit my darling, best frens since 1997..hahha,dats long la..omg. miss all those laughter..

anw, i bet on the world cup matches and won $10 .. hahah, so fun la, went rome hse jus to watch soccer match, so sleepy now..

if we can go back, i'll say u're the ONLY ONE i really wan..
jus u

hahah, nowadays my blog is so alive.. thks to some1.. haha

so my result gonne be released on the 21st, and the thing is my bridging course will start dat day at 12-3.. so scared la, i really wanna pass.omg, mush pray very hard alr..

anw, jus now have been uploading pics from my sec sch times, omg, all the memory moments with all the wonderful ppl.. can say dat,i have such a fond memories is because of them.. w/o them, sch is jus plain dull and boring..hahah

our character are jus too similar in fact can say we're the same..hahah, i really cant find another person who knows when i'm sad/angry..if she know i'm lying, she'll say, dun lie to a liar..hahaha, till now, i still rmb this..thks for everything in sec 4, help me tidy up my mess under the table.. and tolerating my nonsense..life's fun when u're around .. you'll nvr say i'm nice but in ur heart u'll know dat i'm nice to u( coz i'm like dat too)..hahaa.. we know each other too well alr..

p.s from this moment onwards, lets live our life w/o regrets and dun be like last time anymore, making all the wrong decision..=)

if 1 pic is too little, den let me add 1 more pic
see the girl on the left, isn't she pretty?? lol =)

k, so cute right?? my newphew.. hahah. she was born in march 15 2010.. cute right, jus like me..hahha

So many ppl in my life have come and go BUT
U're the only who come and NVR LEFT! jus wan u to be happy =)


後來　我總算學會了　如何去愛
　可惜你　早已遠去　消失在人海
　後來　終於在眼淚中明白
　有些人　一旦錯過就不再

　梔子花　白花瓣　落在我藍色百褶裙上
　愛你　你輕聲說
　我低下頭　聞見一陣芬芳
　那個永恆的夜晚　十七歲仲夏
　你吻我的那個夜晚
　讓我往後的時光　每當有感嘆
　總想起　當天的星光

　那時候的愛情　為什麼就能那樣簡單
　而又是為什麼　人年少時
　一定要讓深愛的人受傷
　在這相似的深夜裡　你是否一樣
　也在靜靜追悔感傷
　如果當時我們能　不那麼倔強
　現在也　不那麼遺憾

＃你都如何回憶我　帶著笑或是很沉默
　這些年來　有沒有人能讓你不寂寞

u like this song alot, u still rmb??

OMG , sseriously i damn confuse now..C S.H, faster come back to sg eh, i really really really need u, ONLY U, can help me now..

Ever since dat incident happens, i realise alot of things.. wad u say is true, she only will come find me if she need me, other den dat, not even a call or a text..
i realise with/without me in ur life, there's no diff, coz eventually u will still be happy after u are sad..
i feel dat i have wasted alot of my time caring for u, so this time ,
I'M GONNA LET GO.
I'm sorry for being so selfish but TRUST ME w/o me in ur life.. u'll feel happy too..
the memories we once had is slowly fading and eventually it will be completely turn into dust..



wo hui deng ni hui lai ai wo =)) heheh

13.4.10

the day dat i woke up and went bangkok.. OMG, dere the things damn cheap sia.. even the cab is effing cheap, like wad 85 bact which is like $4.. damn cool la, and the food dere, omg, IRRESISTIBLE..hahah, but dun really have the time to go play and shop la, i went to see my niece , DAMN CUTE LA..omg, cant belive my elder bro got a daughter alr..hahah.. i wanna go back dere le, but den hard to communicate wit ppl dere, dun even udnerstand a shit...

eh, i know u were hospitalised, how i wish i can go hospital to see u but i was away in thai..i'm so so sry.. but nvm la, now u ok alr, rmb to rest well eh... take care my dear fren, dun fall sick and faint again =))

OMG LA.. i damn long nvr blog alr, must fasterblog ,at least i still have some memories of the past.. nowadays, ever since sch start at morning, wa, really damn tired sia, everytime late.. woke up late or shower too long.. REALLY need to change my lifestyle.. WED gotta hand in law assingment andi havent touch yet n1 lo.. last min again..LOL..

okok, wa, the instant noodle and the cup porridge damn nice sia.. CHEAP smore, keep on eat this 2..hahah.. eh, so on last sat, went to IRC, go out with rome, qifa, mic, gruits and kean, play LAN and ate at al ameen till 1 plus... OMG, dat qifa, wan us pay 2 bucks each to take cab tgt, nas lo, down dere talk forlike 10 mins finally we board the cab, really this FEEPSS..MAKE ME CANT WATCH MY NEWCASTLE MATCH, ireach home, the match started alr, forlike 23 mins..

AND FOR TODAY, I NVR GO SCH AGAIN, forget to set alarm..HAHAHA, die la..
elva tell me , she kena suspended by the sch..HAAHHA, i nvr kean suspend b4 la, still so happy and say is a hols for her..OK lo..

CANT WAIT FOR THIS FRI=))))..
but scare later last min cancel.. must pray alr..